Drowning...

I literally feel like I am drowing...these last few days have been interesting to say the least. The wedding was great but the whole day was a little overwhelming. My allergies kicked in and I was miserable the whole day. Everything that could go wrong did and I was completely and totally exhausted by the end of the day. I told Leslie (the bride) that I didn't have that many problems on my own wedding day.

Sunday was good other than my allergies because we spent the whole day with my brother and we had a great time. Today hasn't been as good...I have been miserable all day with my allergies and Hell Week and over all just feeling like crap.

We met Tyler for lunch and had a nice time and then I had to watch him walk away from us to be gone for another three weeks. As I watched him disappear around the corner, I broke down. I don't know what I am going to do the last time I see him before he leaves to be gone overseas for a year...

I think the biggest reason as to why I broke down (other than the fact that I am sad to watch him leave) is because I am overwhelmed and I feel like crap. That always puts me in a mood and never a good one. I'm stressed beyond belief, things just keep piling on, and I am literally drowning in a sea of desperation...

Ugh!