He is growing up so fast...

I can't believe how fast Gabriel is growing up. We switched his bed from a crib to a toddler bed last night. He hadn't had a nap all day, so he was pretty exhausted, and he fell asleep about ten minutes after I put him in bed. He stayed in the bed and I'm pretty sure he was even laying down the whole time or at least sitting down. He is still asleep too.

I almost cried last night when Josh switched the beds. I was just standing there looking at it and I was struck by how fast time really does fly. My baby is growing up.

It seems like just yesterday that we were in the hospital when I had him, and now he is two years old, and sleeping in a big boy bed, and his vocabulary keeps growing by the day. After he is potty trained, the next thing I know, he will be in school.

Josh keeps saying he wants to have another baby soon. Well, I would love to! I really would. I want to be pregnant again and have a little bitty baby to hold again, but there is no way we are ready for another baby right now. Sure, our money situation is definitely better now than it has been our entire marriage, but we just got back together from being split up. I don't think we are in the right place as a couple to even think about bringing another baby into this world.

Plus, I don't get the house clean now with just me and a toddler running around, I don't know why he thinks adding another person to that mix is going to make the house get any cleaner. If anything, it will get worse. I really just want to wait until Gabriel is at least three before I get pregnant again, maybe even four.

*sigh*