It is time for a change!!

All right. There are so many things going on in my life right now that I am really not sure what to do anymore. Instead of stressing over every little thing like I usually would do, I am going to work on getting closer in my walk with God. I bought this gorgeous journal the other day even though I had no idea what I was going to use it for...now I do. I am going to read the Bible every day and maybe even find a plan to read the whole Bible in a year and I am going to use the journal to write down thoughts and prayers and maybe Christian song lyrics that I love or whatever I feel like writing having to do with getting closer with God.

I feel that the closer I get to God, the more things in my life will start to fall in place. I think that I will be more at peace and more able to get everything done that I need to. It will help me a better wife, a better mother, and a better person in general. I really feel like this is what I need to do.

And if things are going to change the way I think they are, then I know this is the only way to help me prepare for whatever comes my way.

I am also hoping that I can lose the rest of this weight plus some and get back to my skinniest and really just feel better about myself and be the best version of myself...the version God intended me to be.